Friday, May 1, 2009
sori pple for not posting sooo long..ive started skul alrdy n been bez lately..
n mst of the tyme feel so lazy to update
1st 3 weeks of skul always got probs..
standard arh.. 1st day of skul not bad laa..
meet new pple n evn meet a new teacher
wif a vulgarity for a name.. hahas..
2nd day.. started 2 really lyke tis
classmate of mine cuz i c a diffrent side of
her inside.. cuz got her no la.. thn in cls started
2 msg wif her.. also i choose oac(outdoor
activities club) n swimming for cca's..
lucky me the gerl joins the same cca
except swimming.. n i also volunter for
cls rep.. how dumb can i be? 3rd day..
nothng mch happens just math bt no lesson
n sw n stl no lesson.. BORINGGG!!!!!!!!!
NOOO!!!! i different cls from the gerl
for math!!!
4th day.. a new gerl came to clss n shes
okay pretty for me.. every1 thought im
over her bt ive alrdy have a choice n im
gonna stick to my choice.. :P
5th day.. fpc was fun n i thnk im soo
ahead of every1..
6th day.. sumthng came about the gerl i lyke
n soo i help her out..
7th day.. her prob got mch worst n she did
smethng of whch i didn't agree wif bt got
no other choice.. lucky got aqila to help her out
1st day of week 2..
the gerl didn't cme to skul cuz of her prob..
i pity her n ill always try my bestest to help
her out.. 2nd n 3rd day.. she prob was resolve
n she came back to skul.. ive told her that i
really lyke her alot.. thn suudenly got to a
relatioship.. not bf n gf yet..
4th day.. start goin to skul wif her n sending her hme..
YADAYADAYADAYADA>.... FAST FORWARD.>>
6th day for week 2..
smethng came up wif her a she ask to slow down our
reletionship.. i knew its goin to be that way.. n
so i agreed.. well sort of.. we made a deal that
for 1 mth n in the mean tyme i do my best
to proof to her that im the best man for her..
1st day for week 3..
she is having 2nd thought bout the deal..
skul for 2nd wk okay la.. nothng mch that
i can't handle.. also found a job for dearest
at my previous wk place..
3rd day for wk 3..
she ask to lay off the deal and start as frns..
i didn't agree wif her a sort off got to a
major fight wif her..
4th day.. got absolutely no mood to be in clss..
go out for toilet a couple of tymes evnthough
just started lesson.. msg smethng tht i totally
regret n dun noe how to forgive myself..
the other classmates sounded me..
i thought its goin to end in an all rounder fight
wif ne kickin all of the others butts..
but smethng jst made me change my mind set..
telling me that ive did smethng wrong
n i must change.. bt im train to adapt
to my surrounding terrain nt to
adapt to the pple..
dun noe laa.. very hard to explain arh..
bt im goin to be a totally different person now..
for my dearest, for every1 n for myself..
watch out pple.. ure goin to see a totally
differnt me nxt tyme evn thought ive just
got a hair cut today..
i thnk that all pple!! c u guys n gerls next tyme
My Dearest, im sorry for every single wrong deeds that ive
done to u.. i can't forgive myself for what happen..
but i promise honey.. im going to change, for it is a promise
i can never break.. i just hope for a brighter future for both
of us, n that ull give us another chance to start over for we're
meant for each other.. kamu tetap di hati ku.. Terima Kasih Cinta
your's dearest
Ary
Friday, May 01, 2009