Remedy For Rage

2009-05-15T06:01:00.000-07:00

IM FEELING THE WOLVERINE IN ME!!!!!!!

AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!

AAAAAIIIIIGGGGGHHHHHPPPPP!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

new world, new life

2009-05-01T11:10:00.000-07:00

sori pple for not posting sooo long..

ive started skul alrdy n been bez lately..

n mst of the tyme feel so lazy to update

1st 3 weeks of skul always got probs..

standard arh.. 1st day of skul not bad laa..

meet new pple n evn meet a new teacher

wif a vulgarity for a name.. hahas..

2nd day.. started 2 really lyke tis

classmate of mine cuz i c a diffrent side of

her inside.. cuz got her no la.. thn in cls started

2 msg wif her.. also i choose oac(outdoor

activities club) n swimming for cca's..

lucky me the gerl joins the same cca

except swimming.. n i also volunter for

cls rep.. how dumb can i be? 3rd day..

nothng mch happens just math bt no lesson

n sw n stl no lesson.. BORINGGG!!!!!!!!!

NOOO!!!! i different cls from the gerl

for math!!!

4th day.. a new gerl came to clss n shes

okay pretty for me.. every1 thought im

over her bt ive alrdy have a choice n im

gonna stick to my choice.. :P

5th day.. fpc was fun n i thnk im soo

ahead of every1..

6th day.. sumthng came about the gerl i lyke

n soo i help her out..

7th day.. her prob got mch worst n she did

smethng of whch i didn't agree wif bt got

no other choice.. lucky got aqila to help her out

1st day of week 2..

the gerl didn't cme to skul cuz of her prob..

i pity her n ill always try my bestest to help

her out.. 2nd n 3rd day.. she prob was resolve

n she came back to skul.. ive told her that i

really lyke her alot.. thn suudenly got to a

relatioship.. not bf n gf yet..

4th day.. start goin to skul wif her n sending her hme..

YADAYADAYADAYADA>.... FAST FORWARD.>>

6th day for week 2..

smethng came up wif her a she ask to slow down our

reletionship.. i knew its goin to be that way.. n

so i agreed.. well sort of.. we made a deal that

for 1 mth n in the mean tyme i do my best

to proof to her that im the best man for her..

1st day for week 3..

she is having 2nd thought bout the deal..

skul for 2nd wk okay la.. nothng mch that

i can't handle.. also found a job for dearest

at my previous wk place..

3rd day for wk 3..

she ask to lay off the deal and start as frns..

i didn't agree wif her a sort off got to a

major fight wif her..

4th day.. got absolutely no mood to be in clss..

go out for toilet a couple of tymes evnthough

just started lesson.. msg smethng tht i totally

regret n dun noe how to forgive myself..

the other classmates sounded me..

i thought its goin to end in an all rounder fight

wif ne kickin all of the others butts..

but smethng jst made me change my mind set..

telling me that ive did smethng wrong

n i must change.. bt im train to adapt

to my surrounding terrain nt to

adapt to the pple..

dun noe laa.. very hard to explain arh..

bt im goin to be a totally different person now..

for my dearest, for every1 n for myself..

watch out pple.. ure goin to see a totally

differnt me nxt tyme evn thought ive just

got a hair cut today..

i thnk that all pple!! c u guys n gerls next tyme

My Dearest, im sorry for every single wrong deeds that ive

done to u.. i can't forgive myself for what happen..

but i promise honey.. im going to change, for it is a promise

i can never break.. i just hope for a brighter future for both

of us, n that ull give us another chance to start over for we're

meant for each other.. kamu tetap di hati ku.. Terima Kasih Cinta

your's dearest

Ary

no com!!! nice thursday

2009-04-05T09:34:00.000-07:00

Okay pple!! sowie for not updating for a..

long tyme.. got a few reasons..

1st.. ive got no personal com yet..

so in the mean tyme ill be using my

bro's com.. at least until i have my own

com.. which is goin to be soon..

im just w8tng for some contract to be sign..

n walaaa!!! straight money in the bank..

jadi orng kaya baru nk katekn.. hehe..

Let's see.. skul havn start yet soo

all the way at hme.. doin nothing..

klau blh pakai com tkpe jugak..

dun bother asking me if i got work or not..

last thursday go to johor with my mum's

fwn.. which bis my fwns mum..

go to avon n bought some stuff for my

mum n sis.. thn gi mkn..

theres this 1 cute gerl sitting to the table

next to me.. n she was like staring n smiling

at me.. (PSYCHO) hahas.. thn i whn to toilet..

whn i got out the gerl was outside.. thn she ask

for my no.. nasib baek ade no. malaysia..

thn talk for a while.. sampet jln jap with her..

along the way bought samporna internasional..

thn went back to the table.. whndown a w8 for the

driver fwn to come.. th got to larkin.. a

couple of chewng gum a put into my pocket....

i take a smoke with my mum'fwn,m driver fwn..

while w8ting for my mum's fwn.. pas tu its goin

home tyme..

kat singapore immigration.. whn to the red channel

to pay duty for some goods.. the stupid part is that

aftr paying the duty.. the driver go to the red checking

channel.. lucky i didn't get caught for my cigerettes..

dorang tk tau.. didn't got fine.. but instead.. my mum's

fwn lil sis nd to throw her 1 pack full of chewing gum..

thats all for that last thursday stuff..

see u guys next tyme..

IM BACK!!!!

2009-03-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

Hey pple!!! sorie for nt not updating

4 soo long... 1st, i was bez...

2nd, i whn 4 holiday 4 a few days..

cuz skul blm start.. anywaes..

i go just me n my parents.. three pple!!!

no siblings 2 get in my way..

1st day

already prepared my stuff n getting ready

2 go.. got to the car then 4get 1 most

important stuff.. BABY BOLSTER!!! lol!!

just kidding.. its just my favourite pillow..

IM NOT A BABY!!!!

whn to KL 4 hols.. got there by night fall..

straight away go bathe thn sleep..

the bed was awesome!!!!

eat already just now..

2nd day

went to my cuz house.. somewhere near a hotel..

went sight seeing 2 idk where.. btw my cuz is

a gerl.. a damn pretty 1 2... if only i was'n her cuz..

DAMN!!

anywaes me n my cuz separated frm our parents

n wnt to a hut somewhere with lots of butterfly

designs.. thn talk3..

the our parents found us.. lucky nvr do anything

stupid.. LOL!!! just kidding!!!

3rd day

whn to somewhere.. i noe the name but idk

how to spell the name.. whn for some shopping

bought some clothes.. watches.. n lots mre..

got into a 3v1 fight wif some drunkerds..

n me alone..

but i totally kick their butts.. but it was scary..

4rd day..

tell you guys what.. i got sick!!!!! stay in the hotel..

but accompanied by my cuz.. watch some movies..

that i bought the day be4.. but nvr do anything stupid..

HEHEHEHE!!! lucky nvr follow my parents.. cuz they

leech terapy.. i love my skin the way it is..

5th day

GO HME!!!!!! uarrrr!!!! im gonna miss

my TOTALLY SEDUCTIVE CUZ!!!! lol!!!!

but a least i got a hug.. lol!!!

anywaes i think that is all pple... until next tyme!!!!!

new life... INCOMING

2009-02-19T23:47:00.000-08:00

Hey there people!!! sorie not update for like

idk how many days maybe mths maybe years..

u guys noe rite that i made this blog on the day

of that special some 1 rite? Well u guys see now

i think i hate her n i also think im going to ruin her life

forever.. well at least thats what my dark side tells me to do..

my light side tells me to just let her b that way..

and proceed on to fulfilling all of ur promises..

idk which to follow cuz i wanna do both..

I kept on thinking n thinking n thinking nthinking

n thinking..... biler mau game daaa...

but still i could find the god damn ans..

so heres wat i do... sit 1 corner n wait..

so anywaes enough abt that..

remember the new gerl i found..

now i love her alot... goin to stead soon..

but i did not give her a date..

instead i tell her a so called riddle.. its goes like this..

the day when valentines day was twice as much as the one before..

so can u guys figure it out??????

until next tyme..

sorry for not updating

2009-02-12T18:44:00.000-08:00

hiya people!!!

sorie for not updating for soooo looonnnggg...

ya see.. ive been facing some probs lately..

1st that someone tell me not to disturb her life

but the fact is she is the 1 who left my life..

she said she noe wat to do with her life but

if she do noe thn y have nothing change?

she stiill face alot of mother fucking probs..

n she said she noe who she could turn to..

but till now still nothng change...

but heyy.. hers another story...

6 feb.. my fwn gave me a gerls no.

which he got from hys fwn...

da..da..da..da..da..da..da..da..da..

n now i think ive fallen in love with her..

n NO!!!! i won't tell u guys her name..

i tell u guys this though...

she live in hougang.. FUCKING FAR SIA!!!!!!!

lucky for me i got another house at serangoon..

okay people i think that is like all for now... my fucking bro change the fucking password of this comp so i can't update often..

SORIE!!! btw i got something to show u guys... sooo BYEBYE!!!!!

2nd Day

2009-02-03T19:48:00.000-08:00

Good afternoon people.. hiyo.. normal la seyy..

everyday wake up.. go toilet.. do business.. bathe.. shampoo hair.. brush teeth

go put on some clothes (sometymes i dun if nobody but me a home..) thn go take breakfast..

thn play com... boring laaa... btw i love watching this cartoon show.. its call flames of recca.. let me show u the last episode..

this is lyke the best japanese anime EVER..

u guys just got to watch it.. n btw for that someone if ure reading this

thn i am the so called hady mirza..

n yes ur ryte thats not my real name

till next tyme people..

i still love that someone

2009-02-03T03:21:00.000-08:00

heres a special song for you<3

I hope that you love that song.. ill always remember u

as ive promise

The Special Day

2009-02-03T00:16:00.000-08:00

Hey people!!!

Phoenix the name n rage is my game..

this will be the first ever time

that i will ever start blogging

ive done this before but

HAG.. im too lazy back then

too even update..

HAH!! lazy BUM

Anyways.. if u people notice my title..

then let me explain what it means...

today is like 3 february ..

The special day for this SOMEONE..

SOMEONE who is very special to me but now idk whatever happens

things change so fast.. its like i was with her a year ago..

then she suddenly fu*&ly left me sittng alone like a 1/2 a year ago

wondering wtf is her problem.. n till now still thinking

why the FUCK did she left me..

this just makes me wonder..

why the fuck must girls be such a motherfucker..

taking advantage of the guys and just throwing them aside like

a used up hunkajunk? (to other girls who had not done that before

then im sorry.. no offence k?)

But after all of the things that she had done to me i still some how

love her n HAG idk why.. so here..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE <3

i wish that u got the best for your crazy world n

u will always be somewhere deep down in my heart..

to the special someone.. to tell you the truth i made this blog

today because even though u have turn my dark side back on

thinking about u is just like a remedy for my rage..

take care people... till next time..